I love eating though my body says otherwise. I may be skinny and underweight but believe me, I eat almost anything edible. From greasy (but tasty) chicken and pork to healthy veggies and fruits, I just like to pig out especially if I'm with a "pig-out friend".
However, there are moments when my tastebuds just won't cooperate. If I feel (seriously) depressed, you won't see me munching nor hear me craving for something really delectable. This happened to me lately. The breakup thingy made me less interested in eating. I lost my appetite (which helped me not to commit gluttony). And I hate that feeling! Ugh! There was a really delicious chicharon in our kitchen and I wouldn't touch it! Chocolates and cookies are also stored in the fridge but I just didn't have the energy to grab any of them. It was miserable.
Thank God I feel better now. With the help of my ever-supportive friends and family, I feel much better. Talking to him also helped to make me feel fine. I mean, sure there's still the pain and the bitterness but I am good. I'm okay and saner, and I'm back on the eating scene. I just loooove it! I am now enjoying (again) eating and pigging out. In fact, right now I want to eat some pizza topped with lots of cheese.
There is no "us" anymore. He said he fell out of love. Just like that. Clap. Clap. Clap. And me? I instantly became the drama queen of our house but I'm moving on (naks!). I have accepted it, I have no regrets but I still don't understand...perhaps soon.
Working in a call center has never been among my career options. Aside from GY and shifting sked, my parents won't allow me to work in a call center because they don't want me to travel alone late at night (or be out late at night. Favorite kasi ako. Haha!) Tsaka, di ko talga kayang magpuyat. Ngayon nga lang na wala akong work 9pm minsan tulog na ko eh. But despite that, I was able to experience applying in a call center last week. Ja asked me to join her to apply in IBM Commonwealth FOR FUN. Yeah, right. Buti na lang sinabi nya na manonood kami ng Desperadas after the one-day processing eklavu sa IBM. So go naman ako.
Technically, fun naman yung lakad namin. Kasi chika mode kami and all. Kami nga yung pinakamaingay sa pantry nun eh. Yun nga lang super (as in super) tagal namin maghintay bago kami nag-exam. Kaya naman di na kami nakapanood ng movie. Nag-pig out na lang kami para ma-compensate yung haba ng paghihintay at ikli ng page-exam nami.
Yun na yun for me. I was suppose to go back there for another exam and interview pero di na ko tumuloy kasi nga for fun lang yun akin db? Hehe. Pero si Ja, career talaga. Kaya, the best of luck my quarter life crisis buddy. :D
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I've been watching a lot (and I mean A LOT) of TV shows nowadays and I have a few questions in mind:
1. Can you say the word PUTA on national TV? Kasi napanood ko yung Maging Sino Ka Man last week tapos napanood ko si Rosanna Roces saying something like "Ito ang putang nakilala mo" -- basta parang ganun. Tapos nagulat talaga ako kasi, pwede ba yun? Hindi ba dapat sinabi na lang niya "Ito ang babaeng mababa ang lipad na nakilala mo". Well, mahaba pero safe di ba? Ewan. Pwede na bang sabihin yung ngayon sa TV kasi kung oo, eh di pwede na rin sabihin yung "Putang ina mo".
2. Apat na ba ang Sugarfree? Kasi sa video nila ng Nangangawit meron na silang isang gitarista tapos feel na feel na ni Ebe yung pagkanta without the guitar. Official na ba yun or effect lang or marami na talga akong hindi alam. Hmmm...
3. Napanood mo ba yung Wheel of Fortune kagabi? okay na sana kaya kundi lang dun sa isang girl na dating kasali sa PBB Celebrity Edition 2. Yung beauty queen. I forgot her name pero may tanga moment talga xa kahapon. Sa 2 rounds, siya kasi yung taga-"touch" nung mga boxes/tiles para mag-appear yung mga letters. Tapos kahapon, ilang beses nyang tinouch yung isang tile tapos ayaw pa rin lumabas yung letter! Katawa talaga. As in nasa gitna siya at pilit na pinapalabas yung letter pero ayaw. Haha! Siguro mga 15 secs siya na-stuck dun. Haha.
Thank God I feel better now. With the help of my ever-supportive friends and family, I feel much better. Talking to him also helped to make me feel fine. I mean, sure there's still the pain and the bitterness but I am good. I'm okay and saner, and I'm back on the eating scene. I just loooove it! I am now enjoying (again) eating and pigging out. In fact, right now I want to eat some pizza topped with lots of cheese.
